tell me something

seriously .. i wanna laugh and i don’t wanna stop .not because i’m out of my mind but there’s a long time i dint had this feeling .. about 2 hours ago i feel sad and i feel like i wanna cry but …i just wish i can have a fucking vodka right now and drunk till i forgot my problem..whou !!!!!!!!!! i can feel it .. i want it so badly right now.damn !!!!!!! i can’t smoke because it only got me onto problem.BIG problem will appear .. honestly ,i miss my family damn so much .especially ,my mum and my dad ..before i got into masterskill .every single day i had an argument with my mother … but now i miss her fucking like damn crazy .. sorry mum for always make you disappointed with me .. : ) i feel like i wanna say the harsh word all the time … FUCKING SO BADLY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

i just can wish in my life but i cannot hope. There’s a big different between hope and wish.i cannot hope because I’m just too tired of it. I’m so tired with some people attitude.why must only them that we want to understand.i admit i do ever give-up in my life.but,i stand by my own and there’s nobody with me.sometimes,i feel like i wanna die but,i just keep trying to fight the obstacles that GOD gives to me.till when i also dint know the answer.whether I’m pretending too be happy  but the fact is I’m not.everyday,every minutes and every seconds in my life. i always ask myself .when i can get the happiness ?? it’s doesn’t worth anything if just crying because i know the fact that tears mean in this world is only an object.it’s doesn’t mean anything.i just wish one day I’ll meet someone that could change my life.i don’t money i just want happiness.ouh GOD till when i must cry and act like I’m cool and I’m good ?? i wanna stop crying but i can’t because this eyes like liking.and my tears was non-stop dropping.=(

tamaramae:

cassandraaudrey:

immaphilosophical:

tyraisflirtingyou:

chrysarawryou:

(via beatricemarie)

it was same tht happen to me and my bestfriend too (guy) i fall in love with him but he ddnt knw tht im admire at him. :’)

tamaramae:

baabaablacksheeep:

(via zephyrusrequiem)

bestie .. why must you do this towards us!? we’ve been friend for 5 years ..we laugh together ,we escape class together ,we cry together and WE SHARE EVERYTHING! how could you bestie .. i love you so much .i even treat you like my own sister ..but,you disappoint me a lot.the most things that make me hurt a lot is you talk bad about me .i can’t forget about it ! the times that we spend together after last paper spm doesn’t it mean anything to you ??!! well,in my opinion, i don’t think you are .i thought you are kind and sincere .how fool am i because protect you every single day .!

Diane Megan Wong! .you even make me cry bestie for our friendship! .. i dint know if i can forgive you and trust you back .i just don’t know .you hurt me like you take the knife and stab me at the back .. .I’m so upset with you exbestie! ..

only GOD that know how i disappoint of you so much..:(

belle-aundrea:

momocandy:

(via spiffyrawr)

SO CUTE !

AWWWWW

littlemisslazybum:

littlemisslazybum:

immabloodsucker:

teeetot:

iamdemiwan:

ihearttwelve:

(via ninapbs)

super hate. :((

oyea :(

Kaka yon ? :(

anyone? no?

im afraid and sad if im gonna losing HIM in my life . i can’t losing him in my life because HE is the pearl in my heart .HE the one who know how 2 persuade me if im sulking .if i losing HIM in my life .i will lost part of myself 2 .. i dont know if i can accept the faith that HE doesn’t have enough time anymore .and faith that i gonna lost HIM in my life .Oh GOD! please dont take HIM from me ..if YOU wanna take someone .just take me GOD ..please im begging YOU GOD! .HE deserve a long life more than me . HE’S the reason for my appearance in this world …i dont wanna lost HIM .im SORRY for hurt YOU so much ..i dont intend 2 do it .. im sorry ..i wish i could turn back the time 2 fix everything .but i can’t …i only can take care of YOU right now .and its hurt 2 know its gonna be the last time 2 take care of YOU.just please dont leave me … i can’t accept it ..its very hard for me .